Sunday was a day of surprises. After wondering for 5 weeks whether I would be able to keep my cleaning contract when the new management team took over, I discovered that the new manager's husband is retired and will take over all the cleaning and maintenance.
Also, they have teams of cleaners who carry their own compensation and insurance and are fully bonded, so that team will be doing all the cleaning of suites. So I lost two jobs in one day! (And I still have not been paid for last month)!
Yet amazingly, I was not shocked when I heard the news, nor was I upset that I didn't find out sooner. A week ago I felt pressure and fear for my future, but a bit of processing reminded me that I had some power to reclaim. I did, and by the time I got the news on Sunday, I actually felt relief! I haven't figured out yet what that feeling is about.
I have a few ideas of what I can do, and one that I would LOVE to do. I LOVE to write. Each morning that I write, I feel pure joy. I began my novel a few days ago....the one that has been locked away in a file in my mind and part of it on my computer for over 5 years and wow, what fun. I have to pull myself away. Can I turn this writing into a book fast enough and have it published and make some cash? It is a possibility.
I feel no pressure to make something happen. I know for sure that this job was not my financial source. I AM! I Am abundance.
I'll let you know what pops in!
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