Illusions

Monday, October 11, 2010

Day of Drama

Wow, it came in three's today. Personal drama surrounded me. First, it was my own feelings of insecurity that were triggered and had to get up the courage to talk about them with the man in my life. I could have processed the feelings BEFORE, but then I would never have talked to him about it!!! So I processed after, and man was it awesome to remember that I scripted the scene perfectly, and now, he could give me the perfect lines. An hour later, I got a call, and he read out the perfect script! It was really fun.

Then my parents were in drama. After not being able to get ahold of anyone who was close enough to help, I relaxed and did the process. Then I thought of the neighbor and I happened to have and find his phone number. In the morning, I was able to hear from the first person I called and he immediately sprung into action. He called a little bit ago to tell me that he had gone over, helped out and would check up on them again. I felt so grateful.

Then tonight, a little drama with my darling granddaughter who is missing her Mom. Somehow it just hit her that Mommy doesn't live in her suite in the same building anymore, even though it was talked over with her often. As she sobbed, she said, "Yes, you told me, but that was yesterday. Isn't she back yet?" I heard her from my room and I broke down in tears. So did her Daddy. He made an S.O.S. call to Mommy and after a few minutes, Olivia was smiling again and was able to fall off to sleep. Another emergency averted.

In between all that, another friend of mine is going through multiple dramas all at once. I got to read some of her writings and wow - it is an amazing story in the making...a best seller for sure.

I had just been with my dear friend Darlene whose whole life is one big drama of never ending physical pain and her courage to keep telling the truth about it all. We shared how, that now we know all is illusions, that not much looks different in our lives, but life FEELS completely different. My daughter said it well: "It is a simple and easy way to live life."

One funny thing happened a moment ago. My man said he would call me at 9:00 and at 9:00 sharp the phone rang and after he greeted me, he said he might have to go real quick, and I heard a loud sizzle. I guessed that he was in the middle of a thunder storm, and sure enough, he was. He said it was right over head and he would have to get off the line and then I heard a loud "crack"! I could almost feel it come through the phone.

So my day ended with another storm!
Perhaps tomorrow will be a boring, peaceful day!

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